Saturday, July 05, 2008

"Maybe it wasn't meant to be,
then how? Oh no.
Just let it be...
Don't let the tears flow,
because if it does,
there might be trouble..
Or maybe some fuss,
of which I don't wish to double."

(Composed by me, at 1.10am)

So it's time to grow up, again. Every year it just happens... On this day especially. So, what's my favourite song to be played on this day, again?

Well, I've been thinking about a lot of stuff.. Especially when it is regarding something else rather than my studies, I think too much. Perhaps, I should channel all my thoughts on God, and family and some friends.. And most importantly, my studies and stuff lah. I shouldn't be worrying.. After all, if I surrender to Him and do my best on my own part, then it'd be fine.. Be optimistic about it.

Anyway, lots of updates to share but I'm lazy and a little moody. Don't ask why because I don't know why.

"So after the clock strikes a certain time,
I'm still up, and thinking...
Of what goes in my mind.
Surrendering, or at least trying..
Then it wouldn't be so tormenting
to at least let go,
if it's the time to know."

(Composed by me at 1.15am)

Maybe that's just it.. Meant to be friends. Don't wanna assume so much out of nothing that's laid on the table but hey, I do observe you know. Ah well, I may be wrong so you've to correct me on that.

I do miss you and I'm guilty of it. Maybe it just isn't time for one yet, you know.. For "it"? The most is, just stay as what we are now.

DB*:), when will I see you again?

Song being played at the moment: Chris Daughtry - It's Not Over.

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2008's Resolutions

Be happy, with what I have. Stop complaining and count my blessings.

Thank God for:
-Him being Himself,
-Family; for always being there to love and be loved,
-Besties; Gracie and Vinisha, for being the silly princesses in my life,
-Fellow Brothers&Sisters-in-Christ; for the hugs and constant encouragement,
-W45B kias and W54J ladeedums; for being themselves.
-Lentor "family" cell; for all the joy and laughter :)
-That special someone aka *DB(: in time to come... :)

To Do List:

1. ALWAYS thank God first :D and be grateful too.
2. Grow spiritually, mentally, emotionally stronger and physically.
3. Smile always. EMO LESS! :)
4. Love everyone for who they are.
5. Do well for school for almost everything, with the help of God.