Monday, September 11, 2006
Just recovered from the upset behaviour yesterday.. Decided to sleep through it and this morning, there was school but I didn't go. Didn't have enough guts to face her and, accept her frantic apologies. She got my phone confiscated for 2 weeks (which is supposedly up this week) and, I forgive her for all that..
But, it will take me a while to really fill her in all the time. What's up with people being so curious? I've already said "NO, I don't wanna tell you.." But why does she keep bugging me?
RAHH.. Am I wrong in protecting my own interests or is she wrong in invading my privacy?
Nah, it's neither of them. It's my own problem.
Well, I guess.. For those who know me long enough, you guys will know that I don't get angry easily.. The most is just upset and silence will take over. Other than that, I won't blow up so easily.. Is there anything wrong with keeping your anger within you and, bottling up your feelings? I've a fellow "bottler", or so.. That is what he calls it.
Gotten over yesterday with the help of Burball and Joko, the usual two :) Though they may be annoying to many, but they're really good friends to have. With their usual nonsense and crap, it's only normal for you to feel happy (in some way). Nothing wrong with having lunch with them each week, right? It's just weird sometimese because I'm the only girl amongst the three of us. Some people wonder if they'll do anything bad to me, the answer is no. They won't and, the most is.. They'll just run and do weird things, with a great punishment that awaits them. Which is, a great smack or slap. Sad thing is, they don't wanna take a photo with me.. RAH. Nevermind :D I like it when they act shorter just to be the same height as me, and I should take bus back with them more often too :) IF I do ever get to sit in between them in any point in time, I think I'll keep quiet, really quiet :D
Well, I guess I have to apologise for my terrible mood swings, in time to come.
SIGH.
Should I, or should I not? Hmm..
Jasp's death anniversary is coming up in 9 days.. I miss him, a lot. That cute little brother. Now, I somewhat regret not taking photo with him during his last days..
Speaking of which, Nie asked "If you were to die tomorrow, what would you regret?"
I would regret a lot of things, many of which I can't list them down yet..
Tomorrow's the start of prelims and 49 days to O's.
My WATCHLIGHT family.
Front row: Fann, Rachng, me
Back row: Normz, P.Sam, TP, Kev, TimoYip, Mel
This is only half of the whole ministry. Haha :D
Normz going Taiwan soon :(
Oh well?
Time to hit the books. Am happily doing my Geog notes :)
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