Saturday, July 05, 2008
"Maybe it wasn't meant to be,
then how? Oh no.
Just let it be...
Don't let the tears flow,
because if it does,
there might be trouble..
Or maybe some fuss,
of which I don't wish to double."
(Composed by me, at 1.10am)
So it's time to grow up, again. Every year it just happens... On this day especially. So, what's my favourite song to be played on this day, again?
Well, I've been thinking about a lot of stuff.. Especially when it is regarding something else rather than my studies, I think too much. Perhaps, I should channel all my thoughts on God, and family and some friends.. And most importantly, my studies and stuff lah. I shouldn't be worrying.. After all, if I surrender to Him and do my best on my own part, then it'd be fine.. Be optimistic about it.
Anyway, lots of updates to share but I'm lazy and a little moody. Don't ask why because I don't know why.
"So after the clock strikes a certain time,
I'm still up, and thinking...
Of what goes in my mind.
Surrendering, or at least trying..
Then it wouldn't be so tormenting
to at least let go,
if it's the time to know."
(Composed by me at 1.15am)
Maybe that's just it.. Meant to be friends. Don't wanna assume so much out of nothing that's laid on the table but hey, I do observe you know. Ah well, I may be wrong so you've to correct me on that.
I do miss you and I'm guilty of it. Maybe it just isn't time for one yet, you know.. For "it"? The most is, just stay as what we are now.
DB*:), when will I see you again?
Song being played at the moment: Chris Daughtry - It's Not Over.
Tell me about it.
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
What do you do when you miss someone and they're not there to hear it?
Darn it.
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1.if your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
-ah, what's new in this time and age? So common and everything. Well, if my lover betrayed me, I'll go find out the reason why he did such a thing. Then question myself if he's still worth being with and of course, during this period of time, I'd be sad lah. Who wouldn't be? C'mon :D
2.if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-no idea. Have way too many dreams. But firstly, I'd WISH for my dad to be saved first. Then the other family members, and friends, and whoever...
3.are you satisfied with the way your life is right now?
-yes! even though there may be mistakes in the past. Am grateful to God that I wouldn't be where I am, without Him and also, thank Him for helping me with the difficult situations in life. (ie, moving on with life, without Rel after so long.. Being in poly, do the course the I like and trying my hardest to do my best to glorify Him and stuff. )
4.are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
-Maybe. Because I don't know what they are and, it's all in God's hands :D
5.what's your ideal lover like?
-hahahaha.. Good question. Makes me ponder on why I have a dream bf in the first place eh. Erm.. He must be good at something that I'm not so that he can help/teach me. Then, he must have a sense of humour, maybe be serious now and then. But definitely one who must be disciplined lah. And then, erm.. I don't know. Come to think of it, my dream bf is really the opposite of me. Then how? Do you believe in opposites attract? Yes, I'm asking you!
6.which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Both are good :) Well, I think being loved by someone is more blissful if there's such a word.
7.how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-Hahahaha.. Eh, I don't know. Don't intend to fall in love anytime soon, really anti-relationships at this moment because they're really _______________. No offence yo!
8.if the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
-Just stay good friends with him lor. He's a good friend to me, not sure about him. Hmm.. Hope everything's not single-sided if not I'll skin him alive :D
9.is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
-Maybe. But, nah... Will be fine after a while :D
10.is being tagged fun?
-all right lah. If you tag the right people and they are the ones who can play along, then good. If there are those who just read and do nothing then it's boring and sucky because then.. You'd just be stuck there, and don't know them much, which makes it unfun :P
11.how do you see yourself in ten years time?
-No idea. Ask God. :D
-No idea. Ask God. :D
12.who are currently most important people to you?
-God, family, friends :D
13.what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- very serious and can't take my jokes. Sigh. :\
14.which one would you choose-marriage or career?
-Well, that depends if I've a boyfriend by then.. And if we've been dating long enough to the extent that either of our parents chase us to get married, then marriage lor. But if not, career :D Anything lah. Depends on how life goes on and what God wants from me :D
15.what's the first thing you do every morning?
-BREATHE :O
16.if you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
-hahaha.. I had that situation not too long ago. Well, eventually time will tell who is the better of the two but of course, I chose none of them in the end as I wished to remain as friends and not more than that. :D
17.what type of friends do you like?
-No particular type cause I get along fine with everyone just that I don't like those whiny ones and manipulative. Irritating spoilt brats, etc... Lalalalala... :D
18.if given the chance to turn back time, will you?
-Nah, it's okay :D Whatever mistakes are part of life's learning lessons. This includes the endless emo sessions I used to have. Hahahahaha.. :D
19.Will you marry a person of your parents choice?
-Nah, my parents won't do such a thing :) Thank God!
8 people to be tagged.
- Sheryl!
- Amsyar
- ....
- Rina lah!
- Paula
- Pamela Ng
- Pamela Ng
- Eugene
-Ruiqi
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
Lazy to update la eh. So many things to say.. Yet, I don't wish to spend time in front of this computer just to type my thoughts. Furthermore, the recent photos with the W45B kias and W54J ladeedums have been increasing like no tomorrow. Why? Because we like to take photos :)
Really thank God for these two classes of people. They are not only fun, yet are able to help each other in times of trouble, especially when we feel that we could possibly die together but still, we encourage each other to stay on and stuff. I mean, who does that? :D Am so very proud of them.
Also, I feel that I'm blessed to have known this semester's facilitators as well. Even though some may be a pain in the neck but hey! They still give good grades and reasonable comments for me to improve on. Oops. Did I just say reasonable? I mean, encouraging... But, there's one whereby the whole class is super against her. Shan't mention about her here because this is a public blog. Later she find out I die ah -.-
So then.. Here are some updated photos of the W45B kias during the recent meet-ups:
Us.
Us with the sunset.
Us being scared even before the movie started. Hurr.
GowRinaNa :P If you know what I mean. And oh yes, read our shirts! :)
And also, introducing... The W54J ladeedums.
Us having lunch.
More photos at Friendster yeah? :P
Actually, I do have some lame things to share but nah, not very important. Another time perhaps. I've to go now. See you guys around and happy holidays! :) And so in the end, I did spend some non-quality time with the computer. Ah, whack me please! :D
Seeya!
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
Question me all you want, I won't say anything.
That's final.
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Monday, May 19, 2008
Am feeling bored. But hey, here's a sneak preview of the W54J ladeedums. Some silly comments and nicknames..
So here's a peek at our A201 Applied Chemistry module grades. Tskk.. :P
Anyway, off to study! :D
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Took this from Ex-Boss' blog :D hehehe..
What Kind of Sexy Are You?
My Result: Sweet Side Of Sexy
Is it the way you dress? Your laugh? The way you speak up
at just the right time during a meeting? Those who know you intimately can't wait to uncover more. Because underneath that innocent smile you've probably got a few little secrets. But you'll never tell. Or will you?
So true ;)
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
W45B kias... Whereart thou W45B kias?
It's been way too long and, there's only left a handful of us each time we meet for makan sessions in the morning during the first break-out.
Happy belated 1st year anniversary to you W45B kias! :)
Minchang and Ruiqi.
Gan Lin aka China kia and/or 发哥 trying to irritate me.
Gan Lin aka China kia and/or 发哥 and Eugene aka Ah-Gene and/or Boss.
Minchang and I.
The many arms of Amsyar, with Rina and I :D
Eugene, Rina, Amsyar, Sarimah and I after the RPWS concert. Only the 3 of us went :(
Rina aka Lady Boss, Sarimah aka my Fellow Aunty, and I.
Amsyar (foreground) with Sarimah and Rina (background).
Us in the dark :)
P.S. Camwhore lagi dong! :P [If you know what I mean. Nyeh (; ]
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Monday, April 21, 2008
Love the W54J ladeedums at this point in time!
:D
Go see my Friendster for our photos :)
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Monday, March 31, 2008
I'm angry, jealous and upset at how things are.
Have you any idea what this means? It means that we're nothing... What we've worked hard for the past 3 years, building of friendships and stuff just went down the drain.
But you know what, it doesn't matter. I still have them.
I kinda hate the rest of you guys. But who cares, really? We were never really friends in the first place, just plain old dumb classmates. So go away!
So much for making friends with each and everyone of you when you don't even cherish the friendship in the first place.
Utterly disappointed.
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